Leila: Hi lovelies! I know that we have not been posting a new blog as we usually do lately. It is not that we are too busy, it is current day events for us that make it very hard to do original work for now.
I thought a lot about this. I also thought a lot about Masami and of course, my Chazy!
This encouraged me to read again Chazy's very first post on our website before I came to live with him. It is called, "Why".
I hope you will read what Chazy wrote about me and Masami, and hang in there with us! We are sorting a lot out right now, but hope to bounce back soon. We hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving!
I will be as brief as I possibly can here, as I have a tendency to write a lot. When sex dolls first came out, I was curious about them. Yes, there were masturbators of all kinds and shapes, blow-up dolls were available as well as pocket vaginas. Yet when I saw a full-blown, full-sized woman from head to toe; not just her body or the way she looked, but options such as actual clothing, make-up and jewelry additions, my attention was aroused! But ten thousand dollars?!? Not with the money I make, no way!
I was excited that I could change her hairstyle; I could change her hair color. I could bend her in any position I could think of at any hour of the day no matter what day it was. I could bring her up from the bed or wherever she was, and do a spontaneous photo shoot. I could do a live pornographic video if I wished. I could simply have her sit on my lap, and watch tv with me whenever I wanted, but I never could acquire that amount of money.
I recently was struck by my thoughts on the concept of a hobby. I have a remote-control boat. It is just over two feet long, and there is a small body of water that I can play with it on. It is entertaining to do on a good and calm day, and doing this is a release from my worries for a while. It sedates perhaps, things that may or may have upset me, have made me re-think some things in my life or just something to do outside the norm. This all constitutes my boat being simply a hobby.
Then the idea of a sex doll. All of my aforementioned boat hobby also applies to a sex doll. I can do videos and pictures of her in various poses, wearing multiple sexy clothes and hair styles, shoes and outfits, lighting and effects; like an on-call super-model outside simply one thing that defines in my belief the difference that this doll may not be simply a hobby. Rather, one thing that perhaps makes her one step above 'just a hobby'. If I did nothing except have sex with her; forget buying her clothes, jewelry, sexy outfits, photo-shoots etc. Strictly just sex with her does satisfy one of our natural instincts and urges. My boat can't do that for me.